My True Feelings (Maybe)
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On Sunday, 30 May 2010 at 19:24
Hi there! Gonna talk about what I dreamt yesterday ( or rather, in the wee hours of the night )
... Horrible and scary dream.
Here goes!! The dream will be told in a novel-like way.
*
Hmph. Wonder what we're supposed to do?
The epidemic had already struck Singapore, and people were falling asleep suddenly thanks to it.
Our superiors ordered me and brother to solve it, and gave us clues.
Well, what we knew was that there was no cure found for the epidemic, but there was a resistor to push the effects of the virus to a minimum.
I myself was starting to succumb to the virus...
For reasons unknown to me, only my brother was told about the suspects of introducing the virus to the world. The virus was originally a weak one, but since it mutated, the medicine won't work.
Enough talk, me and my brother had to go and find two brothers and get their knife.
We went to the place where they stayed, and when the door opened a huge man greeted us.
" We're here to collect your knife , " said brother in a detached manner.
Anyway... the brothers were intent on killing each other.
They growled like wolves, circling each other.
I tried to intervene, but my brother stopped me.
" There is no need for us to stop them. "
What? Why?
" We are here to follow orders. We were not told of this. "
I was rilled. Is he that cold?
" No! We have to stop them! "
" ...... " my brother did not answer.
ANYWAY PEOPLE.
The elder brother killed the younger one, but the younger one managed to give us the knife which he ' used to kill his son '...
We ran ...
Orders came, and we were to find a particular pub.
How to find it, I wondered.
Well, simple.
" ..... The first person to approach us to enter his pub is the suspect. We are required to infiltrate. " Brother said emotionlessly.
We walked on, and suddenly my illness started to act up again. Groggily, I ask brother to give me the resistor.
" No need. You have to resist the virus. "
Yeah right. You don't have the virus, so why should you care?
" .... "
Reaching the area full of pubs, a fat woman came tottering out.
" G'day! Would ye like to enter my pub? C'mon, I'll give ya a discount, 'kay? "
I looked at brother.
" We're underage, " I muttered to him, " What now? "
" We enter. The woman will not ask for verification. "
How did he know that, I wonder? What is he, an alien? Anyway, brother managed to stop us from going in, I wondered why...
" ..... We infiltrate her house. " Brother whispered.
Ahh, I see now! This was a ploy to make the woman go in. A clever trick, no doubt!
Still, I felt afraid. What if she found out?
We ran in, and then the sight that greeted me was a room full of clothes.
Suddenly, a noise was heard.
" Hide! " My brother hissed.
I tried to bury myself under the clothes while my brother hid in another room.
" UGH. THOSE BRATS DARE ENTER MY HOUSE? " screamed the fatso.
I panicked.
Somehow, my brother stepped out just as the fat woman came towards me.
" Unforeseen circumstances. Request abortion of mission. " Brother said in a robot-like manner.
" Affirmative. " I replied, and we raced off into the night.
LOL hahaha thats all about my dream. Sucks right? Still, that dream is the most horrifying dream in many years now.
I've never felt so frightened... Anyway...
Today: Boring!
Hehehe, bye bye!
On Thursday, 27 May 2010 at 12:18
. GUYS THIS IS ACTUALLY MY 130TH POST ALREADY!
Yesterday didn't post, but here goes nothing...
Yesterday, while 2jadies were having a day of relaxation in school, me and a bunch of other people had to go to bukit batok nature reserve to host a NE quiz thing...
Reach already. We stepped out of the van, and something greeted us.
A HUGE family of monkeys were there, on the stairs, on the roads, trees...
Omigosh!
Anyway, JL walk with the food and was very close to the trees, and then, a MONKEY ( a huge one )
jumped down from the trees and then HAD A TUG OF WAR WITH JL!!
The monkey stuffed its hand into the plastic bag and took out the bread!! Haha, poor jl, got traumatized by monkeys.
Me on the other hand, screamed cuz a monkey aproached me... :(:(
Then the schools started arriving.
At around 11am the monkeys completely disappeared to who knows where.
Anyway, THE SCHOOL CHILDREN...
TRAUMATIZED ME...
KEPT CROWDING AROUND ME TRYING TO SNEAK A PEEK AT THE ANS!
AND WORSE OF ALL, WHY DO I HAVE TO GUIDE A GROUP FULL OF BOYS??!!
Completely rowdy ... Aiyohhhh.
Then ar then ar!!
The last sch was SOUTH VIEW!!
I X3 SOUTH VIEW! STRIVE FOR VICTORY!
HEHEHE.
So chatted with ms. siti...
Maybe I'll visit SVPS soon.
Yup, then after that the children went back and we had our debriefing.
Hehe.
^^ by the way, we explored abit too! :)
Very steep, but not going into it cuz waste your time. :D
Today: Boring day.
Received results, noob shit.
D'gig, SUCKS.
Those ppl either too sharp or too flat, and they go out of tune also!
Aiyohh, sucks sia.
The judges should just give them all a COP or something.
Band: Okay day lah, for once hairi came.
TB never come, that bastard, wait till I go to his class tomorrow!
Okay, thats all, night night!!
On Wednesday, 26 May 2010 at 19:28
HEY HEY YOO WHATS UP PEOPLEZ!!
Ok so today was the Post-exam activity!!
Went to City Square Mall!
Went to City Square Mall!
Haha, not that good.
The ride there = me play gwen's tap tap till 20% left :DDDDDDDDDDDD
Reach already go do all those stupid stuffs.
Heeheee. I gave most of the answers :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hoho, so in the end my group win lor!
Qin Yu gimme eat the lays with VINEGAR flavor!
Qin Yu gimme eat the lays with VINEGAR flavor!
VERY VERY SOUR! OMIGOSSH!!
And I also nicked a subway cookie from ppl.
And a few french fries from friends, and a packet of roller coaster ...
:D But still was hungry!
Finally we went back via bus!
Again, I played tap tap until suyi's itouch 20% battery left! HOHO!
Reach already immediately go home lor.
AIYOH, 985 never come one, so in the end I was forced to use bus 188 instead.
SHOULD COMPLAIN TO SMRT SIA. AIIIYOHHHH!!
Okay thats all night night!!
On Monday, 24 May 2010 at 20:04
HELLO HELLO.
Today was fun!!
Got back my history results, while most people failed, I got a whooping 53.5!
Hah!
After that I supposedly wanted to go for band...
In the music room, someone played the ' dango ' song!! Gosh, I didn't think a Korean-fanatic country like singapore actually has someone who knows the dango song!
Set up instru and all that, and went to fall in...
Nearly fall in when suddenly sp and cl tell me that I had to go for the edu race... :(
So unset instru and everything and pack up bag, before leaving.
Borrow instru also, then put bags in the staff room.
Then go to TPJC!!
OMG I LOVE THAT PLACE!
Split into 2 groups, then we started the race!
The leader is very nice.
Then most of the questions is I answer.
Me: The ans is A!
( Ppl not sure )
Me: Is A!!
A is indeed the correct answer!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So 3.30 we went to Pasir ris park I think??
Did some activities.
After that go back and did more activities before we went for our long-awaited break!!
Chocolates, drinks, bread etc etc etc,
and there's a piano in the middle of the place!!
Some guy was playing Secret by Jay Chou in the time travelling speed! I x3 it!
I believe his standard to be grade 8... Since he played another song that was grade 8, haha!
Then my group ppl don't want their stuff so gimme!
Ate ice cream too!
:DDDDDD
However! Go home, we were too noisy, and the uncle snapped.
U: OI, VERY NOISY LEH, I CANNOT STAND IT!
So, the 2jadie gang busy playing guessing game with each other!
Like ' when's my b'day? ' or ' what anime do I watch? '
Haha, overall it was quite fun even though I missed a day in band...
Sad.
Okay night night!!
On Friday, 21 May 2010 at 21:01
Hi people.
Today was the rock climbing thingy.
In the morning I dressed in my PE shirt and track pants, and left for sch.
Go to rockclimbing, then we climb lar!!!
I was the first person to climb.
GOLLY!!
I couldn't even climb up halfway haha!!
The rocks are too small.
Then other ppl's rocks damm big and easy lor!! HMPH.
Suyi the best, she reach halfway.
:)
After that go home bath and eat 3 pieces of chicken before going to lot1 and meet the 'gang'.
Ok, too many people, so just refer them as GANG.
Reach already, only got claw chicken and clara and wai kiat.
So after awhile go inside mac donalds.
Me busy playing tap tap on chicken's itouch.
Then take MRT to ORCHARD!!
WHOOPEEEE.
Then go SAKAE!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA, WON'T TELL YOU ANYTHING, BUT ITS FUN!!
Nearly died of eating too much though. :DDDDDD
On Tuesday, 18 May 2010 at 17:45
HEY EVERYBODY!! WHATS UP!!
Ok today was one very weird day!!
Go to church on the bus, GOT A WHOLE BUNCH OF OLD MEN AND WOMEN TALKING IN HOKKIEN!
Like in olden days in CHEENATOWN!
Fufufufu.
Then got some philipino talking also.
Singapore seems to have no lack of them huh?
And those philipino hold the railing behind my head and PULL OUT SOME OF MY HAIR!!
AIYOHHH!!
AIYOHHH!!
P: Solli ahhhhh~~~
AGAIN!
P: Solllliiiiii aahhhhh!~~
AIIIYOHOHHH !!
Reach church, then got this very nice sermon!
I like sermons~
Go home via bus again, then AHHH!!
All was QUIET!
Until...
SCREEEAAAMM!!
Some CHEENA aunty was talking excitedly to her CHEENA friend.
AIIYOOOHH!
Talk to each other must be so loud? I was from one end of the bus and they were from the other end of the bus, then I could still hear! wtf man!! They cannot keep their voices loud? Why must break the peace and quiet??
You wanna know why I know they cheena??
CUZ THEIR ACCENT MAHHH!!
Talk so rapidly and loudly, who wouldn't know they were from china?
The only time when I understood them was when the aunty said on the phone: WHERE ARE YOU??
But even so I only understood the gist of it.
Tough to understand the accent of the cheena people!~
So next time, teachers! Don't think I'm a chinese pro. I'm not. I don't mind if you ask me to converse with some english people.
Teacher: Er, Gracelin, mind help translating ...
Me : I DON'T UNDERSTAND CHINESE!!!~~~
* Class laugh *
Note, this really happened to me!!
Hahahaa!!
Then while the cheena ppl talking, got this indian woman who keeps sticking her tongue out for no reason at all!! Creepy!!~
And sitting diagonally to me was this guy who looks fairly familiar. He had a remote controlled car beneath his seat.
And this philipino behind me also.
At bukit panjang stop cheena, guy and indian drop off.
Then philipino talk on phone loudly also!
AIYOH.
Finally reach home!!
Haha, then play com lor.
Bye bye~
On Sunday, 16 May 2010 at 20:19
Hi everybody!
Today was Math Paper 1!
Glad to say it was easier than paper 2!!!~
After that eat, then go for the NE meeting with mr.lo at the AVA.
Only me and 3 other ppl go.
I did the questions for the NE thing.
Sian, R and C pon.
Pon la! HMPH!! :(
Yea, overall boring.
Took 188 bus home ( Surprise surprise )
Play com!!~ :)
Yup, then read book 4 of ' The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi '
Maaaaaan, I swear I'm never gonna read another mystery novel in my life.
Those novels are the ultimate killers for me.
Well yea, in book 2 or 3 it wrote about rapid eye movement ( REM ) Yeah, I'm sure you've heard about it.
And time travelling? Profound. I simply cannot imagine that!
Anyway, if you wanna read it I could send it to you, but you better make sure your English capabilities far surpass me, cuz at some parts even I can't understand.
Still, I'd rate it a 4/5 for these novels.
Ok, listening to Final Fantasy songs.
Those orchestra ones, y'know? Amazing! ESPECIALLY THE FLUTE PARTS!!!!~
Hahaha!! COOL, you know??!!
Okay, thats all!
On Friday, 14 May 2010 at 20:04
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!
Today fun lor!!
Haha, during lit exam I was like coughing and sneezing and whatever.
The unseen poem sucks!!
I have no idea how to do it!
So sad huh? :)
Then after exam go to west mall kou fu eat japanese noodle with rebecca and geraldine sim!!
Haha, the 2 of them suffer while I enjoy!!
Got back to home, watch my fairy tail...
Gosh, becomming an anime otaku!!
After that very bored cus cannot on com anymore... Sian lor.
Then got dizzy head hahaz...
Now just watch finish bleach movie 3: Fade To Black.
Nice song!
At the end sad sia I almost cry. Haha, ALMOST, okay.
Haha, then on facebook ahhhhh, got some stuff.
Haha, not mentioning, makes my heart boilllllllllllllllll~~ OK bye bye!!
On Wednesday, 12 May 2010 at 16:41
YOOOOH!!
OKAY, been some time since I last blogged huh?
So yeah, today is math paper 2 exam!!
Yeah, question 3 sucks to the max! :(
Tomorrow is english literature!!
Just now after the exam, we went to west mall.
At the bus stop when 947 came, I said " EHH?? Not going west mall meh? "
But the rest were just talking and didn't notice, so in the end miss the bus! Hehe.
AND. 985 CAME 3 TIMES IN SUCCESSION!
:( Usually for 1 985 you wait 20minutes, but today 1 per minute or something? LOL.
HAHAHA :)
after we all board the bus we all sit at the back, except for ah gwen and ah refatba!
Then some friends of us came up too then they bully the foreign class mate LOL
Me: Wah, watch good show!
Suyi: PAY MONEY!!
Then while gwen and rebecca were enjoying themselves having a little chat, me suyi and lecia all play play SMACK SMACK.
Me: Lecia and suyi best friends ah??
Lecia : EE EYERR R ( Give the disgusted face )
LOL. Haha.
Reach mac, saw zhi xin and xue yue!!
Then me and friends go order food.
Me only ice latte.
Aiyoh, taste like coffee!! :(
Then ar, since geraldine no need her hamburger ( which was free ) she gave it to me ( Which I snapped up in 5 mins )
hahah, thanks!
Then zhengni also!! But of course she didn't give it to me.
Kay, after everyone eat finish ( Except suyi ) Lecia had this OMG idea!!
She decided to MIX ALL THE FOOD UP!! LOL
THEN EVERYONE STARTED TO PLAY ALONG.
In the end gwen go film it down, then ah...
Lecia: Pao pao char shake shake!
LOL FUNNY SIA.
Then only rebecca not doing anything.
Then got the mac donald aunty cleaner walk behind us then she kept looking, I though she wanted to scold us!
AND, while she was looking, geraldine was still playing with the food!
HAHAH,
In the end we clear the stuff on our own, EXCLUDING rebecca.
She REFUSED to clear it LOL.
In the end go home take 985.
The end of my super crazy day!!
On Tuesday, 11 May 2010 at 15:36
HEH.
Good evening, masters and missys.
HEHEHEHE TODAY IS HISTORY!!
HISTORY ROXON!
Memorized all those crap.
At the last bit, I wanted to do about Industrial Evolution, but ... the (a) part is about Sepoy Mutiny which I FORGOT to memorize... :(:(
In the end did the first 2 qns.
Hmm, the farquhar do what 3 things??!!
Confident I got the ' why brits and holland never go war ' thing.
:) And the 1st 2 MCQ qns came out for last year's history paper, so no problemo!
:):)
After that go home, boring sia.
Bro set pw for com... THEN HE GO POLY THEN NEVER REPLY SMS ONE.
MUZ LANGGAR HIM HUH.
:(
Then at around 6+ he come back briefly let me on com :(
Sad.
Got so bored, I ate and ate!
Hmm, I think on monday I wanna walk home instead, kill more time!!
BTW peoples!!
Omg!!!!!!!!!!!
Listening to my bro's anime song sia.
Some nice, some so ______!!! Horrible!!
:) Nice, most of them.
Finished reading book 2 of light novels!! 6 more ! :)
Okies, bye bye!!~
On Friday, 7 May 2010 at 22:09
HI EVERYBODY!!!!!!!! :DDD
Today art was nothing special, so lets skip to PE ...
Okay, 2.4km today for those who failed.
Decided to run along with claw claw...
Hmm, job was simple, I just forced claw to run.
I didn't feel anything at all while running!!
For 4 rounds I could run effortlessly while poor claw wheezed and begged me to stop...
Maybe I was being heartless, but hey!
I promised that she would pass okay?
Refused of course. :)
After that!!
After our 6th round, teacher say we had 3 more rounds? WHAT THE FUCK?!
I WAS COUNTING , DAMMIT!!
:(
I gave out a loud snarl and said very loudly " WALAO I RUN 6 ROUNDS LIAO LOR. "
Teacher looks disbelievingly at me.
_l_ In the end ran 8 rounds.
Effortless run for me though.
But if teacher got COUNT properly then claw confirm pass by at least 3 minutes.
Heh, thanks to my forcing of her to run.
Nvm, at least teacher apologise la.
Z.
The rest of the day was spent playing.
:)
Reading light novels on The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi.
Not manga, novels!! NOVELS.
There are 9 novels altogether!
Reading at lightning speed, 1 hour can read 3/4 of novel no.1
Okay novel I guess...
Put it into manga form = ok.
Hearing an assortment of my brother's anime/game/ whatever songs!!
Fun I suppose. I myself do not know why I'm hearing songs! Maybe is cus I'm bored.
Um, feeling happier now!! Thanks fruity gang!
:) Gracelin loves ya!! See ya!! Hope everyday is a crazy day!!
On Wednesday, 5 May 2010 at 20:45
Hi. Not much to blog about unless you add in my delicious journey in making my form teacher angry and getting langgared by aaron from band :DDD
In the morning, aaron pick up his book and went SMASH into my left arm!!
Felt like it was broken sia, so painful!
I howled like someone died, SAAAAAAD.
Just you wait aaron!! One day i will langgar you back!!!
Then...
During CME/VE lesson, my group perform a skit ...
Me as mas selamat, and i made the role damm funny.
Rebbeca ah, so bad sia!!
She be Aunty Lucy then she never swish her hair around or anything!! :(
Ok... then...
As usual, after recess, I was busy gobbling up some er... er... exquisite tasting cookies.
Teacher: GRACELIN WHAT ARE YOU EATING??!! Stand outside NOWWWW.
Wtf cb la, other ppl eat in front of her never get caught, I at the back eat tio? Simi logic sia kao bei kao bu!
Anyway, I smile at rebecca cus she smile at me also. Then chicken also looking at me, then E WAS GLOATING!! :( HMPH.
Sian, then very paiseh ma, so couln't stop smiling.
Then teacher saw my smile and thought I talk sia wtf!!!!
Aiyoh!!
Then she started to lecture us about some stuff which I forgot, heh.
Then ppl just looking at her glassy eyed, but not paying attention.
At the end of it, when she FINALLY left the classroom, I ate even more :D
Ok. The end of my crazy day.
Looks like I'm finally recovering from my dullness in the heart.
Still feeling abit sad though, but I'm trying to remain smiling...
OH. WARNING.
One of these days if I growl or snarl at you please run.
That means I'm seriously ticked off ( I'm usually happy y'know? )
yeah, so forgive me...
Okay, bye bye.
On Tuesday, 4 May 2010 at 20:37
Hello.
New updates for the day:
Msn conference/ one-on-one talks' default language used: Formal English.
2Jade students + Band members get to choose between formal and informal language.
Why, you ask?
Simply because of personal reasons which I am not entitled to write in the blog.
However, default English applies to some particular people. And that is permanant.
Okay.
Today go church then in the middle got some person sms me...
He say he took my hp number from fb ( I put my numb in fb ) yeah, so we had this nice little talk.
Lives near my house too :) Lost one friend, gain one friend, nice.
Okay.
My mood now: Sad.
not because of blankie, partly due to personal reasons again...
My heart is thumping dully... Sian, usually my heart thumps excitedly, yeah.
My heart thumps really heavily when I'm sad. Never mind. I won't die from being sad, sigh. Trying to stem friction, I don't really want to ruin our friendship! UGH.
Anyone knows where to buy jacket for a 1.75m tall male teenager? Talk to me on msn, thanks.
Note: Sorry if my posts are suddenly becoming emo.
I'm feeling very hurt now, thank you for noting this.
Night.
On Sunday, 2 May 2010 at 19:57
About me
Um. Name: Gracelin Neko Butler Age: 14+ CCA: Military Band I LOVE FLUTES VERY MUCH! X3 I also love anime and cosplay! I ALSO LOVE MY SCHOOL! Etto, the girl from school deserves a smacking
Kufufu. Last thing, I love my ah gua. Ti amo!
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