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HELLO! Today is okay day... No time to post, but the same things happened: Played all day long. Even though this post is boring, my life is really NICE OKAY?!! 21 more days! On Wednesday, 30 June 2010 at 20:26 YO! Today was... As usual... AWESOME! Well, first of all, the girl from china transferred class! Hehe, personal issues, can't tell. Spent my time goofing around during class... Skip to the point: ASSEMBLY ROXON! Even though the china girl's china friend kept glaring at us 2jadies the entire time. For those who know the china girls, one is fat ( Ps dunno how to say already ) and the other one wears spec and has a bun on the head. ANYWAY... LIKE I SAID, ASSEMBLY ROX! But the talk mr.B gave sux! But I liked the part about the mushroom land thingy heheh... OKOK. So I kept sitting on the floor, my butt hurt! :( After that I thought can go liao, in the end got the guitar guy come?! Everyone was groaning XD Relatively fun! Somehow, I forgot how, I started to laugh non-stop! Couldn't even control myself until rebecca and qinyu ask me to stop :) Okay! Now that sch has reopen, I feel happy again! I love school! Labels: Loves school On Tuesday, 29 June 2010 at 18:26 Hello. Today I'm really fucking pissed off! However, first of all! The starting of a new semester rox... Was having fun giving cheeky answers and playing a fool in classes. Hmm. Basically, thats all! Got sean's hp number and msn to give to zarifah. He'll probably be going... Hope hairi goes too. Anyway, had too much fun laughing at people today, my stomach cramped up! ALL YOUR FAULT, SUYI! After school, went to buy an ice cream. Went to the bus stop, saw vera there. I also saw a certain unwanted person. I saw the idiot Talkative Boy! Went up to him and asked him to wite down his hp number and msn for contact. Know what the little bastard say? He said, " I want change CCA " I mean, WHAT THE FUCK?! In my mind I was growling silently, wishing to give him a tight slap. He deserves not to be even a pig! Chih, what a fucking loser! Just cuz of his friends/parents appeal for him to quit band, he quit! And also, HE HAS NO DETERMINATION TO COME FOR BAND! Since he broke off the thin line that makes me not hurl vulgarities at him, I said loudly, " Fuck your mom! " (Sorry, it was in hokkien and this is the literal meaning) I was seriously pissed off. But hey, its a good thing that he finally got out. We don't need him at all! In fact, our flute section will be better without him, I can make sure of that! If he stays he'll just be a useless mudafucker with no commitment for band, and anyway he's already a burden. Good! This was what I wrote on facebook to express my anger: Know what? We don't need an asshole like you! You mudafucking bastard, go eat your shit for all I care, you'll just become a heavy burden for us to carry! And you dare to fucking look at me? I'll tell you one thing, boy! GO FUCK SOME ASSHOLES, YOU GAY! Fucking noob shit! Damn I'm pissed off now. On Monday, 28 June 2010 at 14:15 Hi. Wanted to say... SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW! GETTING PREPARED FOR MANY STUFF! AND YOU, PREPARE TO MEET A CRAZE-OUT GRACELIN WOOT WOOT! KEKEKEKE... Hoho. OKay night bye bye people :D On Sunday, 27 June 2010 at 20:02 Note from ME! Chapter 6 still haven't come out :D More like cuz I'm bored with the story already :) Maybe I should switch genres. From romance into hem hem... HORROR~ OOH YES. Lots and lots of emo-licious people!!! On Wednesday, 16 June 2010 at 19:40 Below is my story, please read and give it THUMBS UP! This post is my very-first blog post ever since forever. Reason for this blog post: Sad. I WANNA FREAKING GO CHALET WITH MY 2JADE BUDDIES YOU KNOW. Unfortunately, curtain circumstances render me unable to go =( Arrgh. So... went to band instead, fun I guess? Whatever. I'm really tired now. Emotionally and physically as well. On Tuesday, 15 June 2010 at 20:36 Chapter Five “Well… my parents are forcing me to go for an omiai ( Match making session ). I don’t want to go. Once I get married, I will stop work or my studies to become a housewife. This is causing significant stress in me,” Naomi softly said. Omiai? Who goes for matchmaking sessions nowadays? Wait- WAIT. It all makes sense now! Naomi lives in a high-class condo. RICH. Naomi needs to go for omiai. RICH. Okay. She really is rich. >.<> “And the reason being?” Himitsu asked. “Ahh… Father thinks this marriage will pull our company up… I have no choice!” Naomi’s eyes started to tear up and her voice reached a point of desperation. “Huh. Well, you marrying someone is your own business, ask your parents to butt out!” Himitsu had a serious face one and said fearlessly. “Eh? But… what my parents say is final! I can’t do anything about that!” Naomi protested, but that only made Himitsu angrier. “ARE YOU THAT WEAK? If you are, MARRY THEN! Your future is ruined if you don’t fight for your own happiness! Remember that, Naomi! I’m off,” Himitsu yelled and slammed the door behind her. “Ahh…” Naomi said softly, her face full of anguish, apparently torn between obeying her parents and fighting for what she wants. “I want some time alone,” Naomi suddenly said. “Oh, really? Then I guess me and Miku will go out for a stroll. We’ll come back in say, 30 minutes okay?” Kaito quickly asked. Seeing Naomi’s small nod on her head, he signaled to me to leave the house. “Rich people have many problems you know, like you poor commoners!” Kaito immediately said the moment we left the house. “We might seem pretty happy and well-off, but actually we might be cornered by events such as an omiai…” “Yeah, and commoners like us are dirt-poor! Have you ever seen the life of an ordinary person? We don’t get on first-class seats on the airplane. We take the bus or train to school, too!” I replied. “Hmm? Is that so? Maybe I should try taking the train to school in future… By the way, how do you ride a train?” Kaito asked. Eh? He’s actually never been on a train before? Is that a new joke? I ignored him. We walked along the path towards a park. “…Um. There’s a bench over there. Take a seat?” Kaito asked. Well, whatever. I sat down and looked in front of me. A few awkward minutes passed by with us not speaking a word at all. “Oh! Look, there’s a convenience store up ahead, I’m gonna buy some stuff there,” Kaito mumbled and ran to the store. Minutes later he came out with two cans of soft drinks and gave me one. Woah, he actually knows what a convenience store is! I’m really surprised! Still, that awkwardness did not disappear even after we had finished our drink, so we spent the rest of the time looking at the trees. Hmm, its nearly spring now. The cherry blossoms will come out soon, I bet. “Lets go back now,” Kaito said. Sure! I was feeling bored anyway. After we returned to Naomi’s house, we found that Naomi was asleep, so we decided to leave. We put her key on the table and left. The door was on auto-lock, so it was okay. I can only hope that Naomi will fight for her happiness. at 19:29 Note from me! Ah, the images in chapter four might not be able to be seen properly, but it won't have any effects on the overall story. My sincerest apologies for such a boring story! However this is the result of me thinking really hard. And I've heard that what the writer writes usually reflect what that person's character is. (>.<) So I'm boring I guess... Anyway usually the stories are horror or they really suck. And thus far I haven't put any bad words right? :) On Monday, 14 June 2010 at 20:08 Chapter Four With the exams coming up, I started to feel very pressurized, especially in the Math region. Mr. Ken was teaching us on what the Abel’s Curve Theorem was talking about, however, I had no idea what he is talking about. “The sum of the values of an integral of the "first" or "second" sort
and
From a fixed point to the points of intersection with a curve depending rationally upon any number of parameters is a rational function of those parameters. “Sir, what does integral even mean?” Kuu asked, confused. “Read the textbook you dolt!” Mr.Ken scolded. What?! What kind of teacher are you? Seriously, are you actually qualified to be a teacher? After Math we had English. Ms.Cliff, who came from “Naomi, can you teach me Math? I’m really lagging behind! So what does integral mean?” I asked, confused. Naomi, who blinked once, started to talk at a very quick pace. “An integral is a mathematical object that can be interpreted as an area or a generalization of area. Integrals, together with derivatives, are the fundamental objects of Calculus. The Riemann integral is the simplest integral definition and the only one usually encountered in physics and elementary calculus. The Riemann Integral of the function
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as opposed to Got it?” “Ah, I guess so… Okay thanks, Naomi!” I mumbled as I buried my head into books. Just then, Himitsu suddenly came in. “Yo! Guys, its nearly spring now… THAT MEANS FLOWER VIEWING! You think there’ll be a festival or some sort this year? Lets all dress in yukatas!” “Um, I guess we’ll talk after the exams, Himitsu, I think I’m going to fail this time!” I mumbled, feeling even more stressed. “Okay! I’ll help! My math is awesome, so I think you definitely won’t fail!” Himitsu declared and spent the next three hours going through Trigonometry with me. “Alright! I just picked out all the questions that are probably needed for you to pass, so remember the formulas! And, please do not forget that ‘E’ means ‘Element’ okay?” Himitsu asked, showing no signs of weariness, whereas I was about to drop dead from my brain crashing. “I think its time club was dismissed,” Naomi silently muttered, slamming her book down and walking out of the room. “Eh~ Already? Alright, guess I’ll leave now. Miku, what about you?” “Ahh, I guess I’ll go too,” I awkwardly said, grabbing my bag and walking out of the room. For the next few days we had our exams. Man, I hope I pass Math! English is fine, my father brought home many books from “Yo, Miku! I’m having Earl Gray tea, want to join in?” Kaito’s flirting voice rang out. Surprisingly enough, Kaeda was nowhere to be found. Uwaa, Kaito was sitting on a chair with one leg over the other like he was someone important. And hey, isn’t Earl Gray a high-classed tea? I’m fine with Jasmine, thanks. “Ahh~ So cold, Miku! Earl Gray is better than your commoners’ tea!” Kaito announced pompously. Urgh! If you are not a commoner, then why join a public school? Join the school for rich brats you idiot! Kaito, seeing my face full of irritation, laughed lightly. “Relax, Miku~ Oh! By the way, did you by any chance see Naomi today? I have a book to return her. She’s from your class, right?” Kaito asked suddenly. “Eh? No, I didn’t see her, and she’s from class 1-6, isn’t that Himitsu’s class?” I replied, puzzled. “I see… Hmm, where’s Kaeda, that idiot? Oh well, I think I’ll read a book. Miku, got any books of interests?” Kaito asked. “… None, search for them yourself,” I replied as coldly as possible. Suddenly the door opened and Himitsu raced into the club room. “OI! Naomi fainted in class earlier! Lets go to her house! You hear? We’ve gotta buy food and drinks and ice pillows and thermometers and… and… and…! WELL LETS JUST GET GOING!” Himitsu shouted on top of her voice. Feeling alarmed, we sprinted towards Naomi’s house. What in the world happened? Why is Naomi sick?! We quickly reached her house. What the… Why is the house a high-class condo?! She lived at the top floor that was the most expensive. Come to think of it, the area that we were currently at was the area of rich people and that they were very well-off. Anyway, we took the lift up, went into her house, and saw Naomi lying on a futon. Huh? Doesn’t she have a room? I saw that it was exorbitantly furnished, but it looked cold and lonely. Such a big house, does she live here alone? “Okay! Lets split the work up! Where’s Kaeda?” Himitsu asked. “No idea. I called him many times but he didn’t answer my calls, sorry about that,” Kaito replied. “Whatever, can’t think about him for now, I’ll get back to him in a moment… Me and Miku, we’ll buy food. Kaito, get a ice pillow and take care of Naomi, you hear? No funky business!” Himitsu commanded us as if we were her slaves. Not that I mind of course. Usually in these cases I wouldn’t know what to do. We ran out to the nearby hyper mart, saw cabbages, rice, pork, chicken, and all sorts of stuff there. Himitsu, who was great at cooking up something nutritious yet nice to eat, quickly and in an expert manner completed our task there. After that we returned back to the condo, and there Himitsu quickly cooked up a porridge and chicken with celery in it. The aroma of it was simply delicious. Not only that, porridge also goes well with sick people. Hmm, I’d like to eat some of that too, but I’m not sick! Kaito was just sitting down there like a statue, never moving, just looking at us doing our job. Hmm, has he never done any housework before? Ah, he is a rich brat, after all. He even has a butler to do all his stuff for him! *Sigh* I walked over to Naomi, took her temperature, and she looked at me with beckoning eyes. “Um, yes, Naomi?” I asked hesitantly. “Sorry… I’m causing all of you problems right?” Naomi’s pale face was full of anxiety and looked unsure. “Now what do you mean by that?” Himitsu’s sharp voice broke in. She came out of the kitchen with a bowl of delicious porridge. “You are not causing us any problems, please remember that! I would do anything for my friends, and you are one of my important friends!” Himitsu proudly declared. “Ah, is that so?” Naomi whispered softly. “I’m sorry, no one’s ever been kind to me before…” Before I knew it, Naomi started telling us about her life… at 20:07 Chapter Three It’s a sunny Saturday and its 9A.M in the morning, and I’m gaping at what seems to shock me now. What do you think it is? Its a mountain-like hill! Why, you wonder, am I gaping at the hill? Simply because I am to hike up the hill with four other club members to ‘Bond together’. Allow me to explain. A few days ago Himitsu, a member of the Literature Club which I am in, decided that everyone should go on a ‘hiking up a hill’ trip. Obviously, I really looked forward to knowing each of them more, so I agreed. To think that this ‘hill’ would be so mountain-like! I bet there’re snakes inside! Ugh, the more I think about it the more I’m afraid of going in! “Okay! LET’S GO IN PEOPLE!” Himitsu gave a war-cry and ran in first. For some reason, we all broke into a run after her. At first the slope up the hill was gentle, but as we climbed higher, the path started to get narrower and steeper. What was the time now? I looked at the watch and saw that it was already 12.30pm! Hey Himitsu, aren’t we gonna have lunch any time soon? My stomach is rumbling! “OK! I think its alright to eat now, I bet you’re all hungry huh? Thank goodness my bentous are full of nutritious food to pep you all up! You guys better eat all okay?” Himitsu said cheerfully. I opened up my bentou box and looked at it with anticipation and curiosity. What kind of food will I eat? To be honest I’ve never ate someone’s home-made bentou before… Oh! I gave a weak whimper of excitement. Eggs! With sausages, veggies, rice too! “I brought Miso soup,” Naomi said quietly. Huh? When did I see Naomi bring that? Still, I’m now in the mood of appreciating food now. I tucked in heartily and ate most of the food. “Ugh! No way I’m eating this gross stuff! Keep it back, Kaeda you idiot!” Kaito shouted at Kaeda, who was literally forcing Kaito to eat. “Ugh, enough! I’m outta here! Kaeda you idiot!” Kaito shouted and ran upwards to the hill’s top. Shocked, I said, “I’ll go after him!” However, Kaeda, who usually was a cold person, was now wearing a very angry face. “No need,” He spoke even colder than usual. “He needs to learn. If he’s not going to eat, then if he starves its not my problem. Anyway, he’ll come back soon.” Even though Kaito was that brat who played my friend, I didn’t think he should be going so high up the already-steep slope. Worried, I put down my bentou and raced up the slope. I, who used to be from the Track-and-Field team in my junior high school, could still run quickly. After all, I did win the Nationals for the 50 meters sprint for girls! “Kaito! Kaito!” I shouted as I continued running up the slope. There might be snakes, my mind tried to tell me. I don’t care, I fought back. Why should I care? He’s not someone important to me, anyway! Even so, he’s important to Kaeda, to Himitsu, to Naomi even! I fought back even harder now. A few minutes later I started becoming tired. However tired I was, however, I still tried to continue going up. Suddenly, I heard cries for help. “Help! Naomi! Kaeda! Himitsu!” Kaito’s voice rang out. “Kaito, that you? Listen, its me, Miku! Are you injured in anyway?” I shouted towards that huge hole in the ground. “Miku?” Kaito sounded astonished. “Yeah, I’m injured, I got a sprained ankle I think. I can’t get out! Mind calling out to the rest for me?” “Umm, I’ll try!” I replied. I started running down the steep slope, but in my haste, my foot tripped over a tree root and I fell into the hole and onto Kaito! “Huh? WHY THE HELL DID YOU DROP IN?!” Kaito shouted in a flustered manner. “Ah sorry!! I didn’t mean for that to happen, honestly!” I said apologetically. Kaito sighed. “Seriously, there’s no space for the two of us!” I blushed. Truth be told, when I look closely at Kaito, he really looked handsome. Even though his eyes were cold, I could see a small change in his emotions… “You know, Miku? That day, when I said I liked you…” Kaito began. I was alerted. What was he trying to say? “Umm, I think its only right for me to apologize for making you angry because of my insensitive words. However, what I will not back out is that actually I do like you. I just… didn’t know how to act in front of you…” Kaito blushed as he continued, “And… I look just like a spoiled brat huh?” “Yeah, you do look like one,” I replied. “Ahh, sorry, I guess its time for me to become mature now,” Kaito mumbled. “Not really,” I muttered. “You… You look cute like that…” “What?” Kaito’s voice rang out, disbelieving what I said. “Nothing!” I said, turning away from Kaito. Just then, we heard the voices of the 3 remaining club members calling out for us. “Oiiiii!! We’re HERE!!” The two of us shouted out to the rest. A bunch of strange people pulled us out. “We’re from the Fire Brigade… What the hell were you kids doing so high up? If you two need a lovey-dovey moment do it somewhere else, please!” One of the Fire Brigade people scolded us. Wait, so now we’re a couple?! After this incident I thought that everything would be normal, but how wrong I was! On Sunday, 13 June 2010 at 20:32 Chapter Two Recently, I joined the Literature Club. I wanted to join as a shadow member, actually, but my curiosity drove me crazy. I wanted to know why the Literature Club had so little people joining and what it looked like, so the following day after school I immediately went to the Club Room. When I opened the door I was shocked. What in the world? Instead of looking like an ordinary club room, it looked more like a miniature library! Books piled up on the shelves, books spilling out from cupboards, books on tables, GOSH! I walked over to the girl from before and asked, “Eh! So, what’s your name?” “Naomi,” she replied. I see. I only see you, so where’re the rest of the club members? And, as if she heard my thoughts, she replied. “Not here yet.” Such a quiet atmosphere, I thought. I decided to read some books to kill my time. I opened a book called ‘World History Revised Edition, Copyright 1999’. How old are all these books anyway?! Since I was not interested in history much, I decided to pick another book. Hmm, its about Leonhard Euler, a famous Mathematician. Judging from the book, I daresay Leonhard Euler was one of the best mathematicians on Earth! Just then, the door opened and a girl came in. “Ah? New member? What’s your name? I’m Himitsu, pleasure to meet you!” Said the girl, graciously putting out her hand to shake mine. “Ah. I’m Miku, a pleasure to meet you as well,” I replied and shook her hand. Following that, she sat down on the floor and picked up a book to read. Feeling that the Literature Club wasn’t so bad after all, I relaxed a little and continued reading. The door opened yet again. “Ah- Who’s this? Miku~~~ You joined the Literature club!~” Ah? That annoying voice… Don’t tell me-!! “KAITO-THE-BRAT! You joined the literature club too?” I screamed. “Oi,oi! Not so noisy! Can’t I join a club? Anyway… Naomi, here, your book,” Kaito said, and tossed the book over to Naomi. Naomi caught it in her hand easily. “I’m Kaeda, Kaito’s caretaker. It is my greatest honor in meeting you, Miku. I’ve heard a lot about you,” Said the boy, giving me an impeccably perfect 45 degree bow. I was shocked. To think that the great Kaito had to have a caretaker! A joke, that has to be! Well, I’m going to laugh now, ha, ha! Suddenly, Himitsu stood up. “Guys, I think, to bond more with each other, we should go HIKING! I know a great place to go hiking, lets go, okay? WE WILL, RIGHT?!” Himitsu demanded. “I will go if Kaito goes,” Kaeda replied. “I’ll go,” Naomi said softly. “Ahh, umm, I guess I could go…?” I mumbled, speechless. “Of course I will go!” Kaito puffed out his chest and declared. “I am, of course, the best there is!” What a jerk. “Anyway, we’ll meet at the train station at 8.30AM on Saturday, don’t be late!” Himitsu said. “Don’t be late, you guys! I’ll bring some bentous along too! Club dismissed!” Naomi seems to be the Club president, so why is Himitsu doing all the jobs? Oh well, not like its my problem… On Saturday, 12 June 2010 at 19:16 Hey! My fascination with novels nowadays is allowing me to write a short story about some crap stuff. This is still a prototype so it might suck a little. Thanks. Chapter One “Hey hey! Did you hear? Rin has a boyfriend!” June excitedly chirped. Boyfriend? That useless bump of a Rin has a BOYFRIEND? Shocked, the only things I was able to say was “No way~ So, who is he? A nerd? Haha, I bet only nerds want her! “ “ Heehee, I know! And he’s so HAWT. From class 1-8 you know. The class for nerds…” Really? This I got to see. Of course, I wouldn’t be so low as to stalk her, right? Everytime Rin gets a boyfriend she’ll definitely show us who that ‘lucky‘ person it is. Just then, Rin appeared. “Yo! Look at my new boyfriend, ain’t he hot?” Rin nearly shouted, giving a smile like a thousand cheery blossoms blossoming. Truth be told, he did look hot, but still… There was a cold face I could sense from that smile he was giving out. Looking at me intently, his grin stretched even further, giving the impression that he was the Cheshire cat from Alice In Wonderland. “A pleasure to meet you, Miku. My name is Kaito. I hope in future I will have the honor of meeting you,” He winked his eyes at me. Ah, now I know how Rin became smitten with Kaito. “A pleasure to meet you as well, Kaito. However, I think your girlfriend will die of jealousy if you continue talking to me,” I coldly replied. Kaito looked shock at my reply, looked at Rin, who was showing no sign of a change in emotions, smiled at me in a kindly manner, nodded once and left with her. Over the days that followed, I noticed that Rin was starting to have a slightly stressed out face. In fact, she was literally looking green. I frowned, trying to find the cause of it. Don’t tell me, its Kaito? That bastard, if he breaks Rin’s heart, I’m going to kill him. The next day, Rin did not come for school. Mr.Otobu, our homeroom teacher, was surprised at why our 100% attendance girl wasn’t there that day. June and I started walking towards the cafeteria, when Kaito suddenly appeared. “Hello,” Kaito smiled amiably at us. “Might I have a word with Miku?” He nodded to June. June, always the one to give in, nodded weakly and left quickly. “Now, with that out of the way, we can finally talk in peace,” Kaito smiled at me. What the hell did you mean by that? I glared at Kaito. What a jerk, I thought. Kaito looked at me with mild amusement. His smile widened. “Now, Miku~” Kaito crooned. How disgusting. “I know you’re very concerned about your friend,” He continued, emphasizing on very. “However, I am not interested in, hmm, what’s her name again… Ah! Rin, yes. I am playing with her! Of course, I am interested in you, miku.” “DON’T JOKE AROUND!” I screamed at Kaito, my voice reaching an octave up. “Just because you’re handsome doesn’t mean you can play with my friend!” Curious people were looking now. Boiling anger surged through my veins. Kaito, looking abashed, stared at me like I was crazy or something. He recovered I probably 2 seconds though, and he smirked. “Heh, bad temper eh? So! You really want to protect your friends huh? Anyway, its over between me and your friend!” Kaito laughed and walked off. Damn it! How can he be such a jerk? I scowled and went up to the 5th storey of the school compound. Ahh, my little paradise when I’m troubled. I sat on there for the entire 6th and 7th period. That night, when I watched the news, something surprising came out. “Good evening, tonight’s top news: Tetsuo Kaito, heir to the Tetsuo Group, has decided to build a aquarium in the To think that a rich kid like him would go to an ordinary school! I snorted, and called Rin. “H-h-hello?” A shy voice answered. “Eh! You didn’t come to school today, what happened?” “Kaito, he… He… said I was fat and quarreled with me! He seemed so kind before, why would he do that?” Why, indeed! “H-he broke up with me! Just after a few days! Please, Miku, tell me what I should do!” “Just give up on a jerk. Find someone decent, will you?” I replied, irritably. “*Sniff sniff* I’m sorry Miku! Really, I am. I shouldn’t have trusted this idiot…” I sighed. “Its okay Rin, you’re too young to start dating anyway… Just choose wisely in future…” The next day I decided to tell kaito-the-brat what I think about him. However, I could not find him. Feeling irritated, I went back to class. “Oi Miku! We’ve received a letter from the School Council!” Said Kuu, our class representative. “…..I see. And?” “Umm, it says that everyone has to join a club or activity of some sort, and it seems that you’re the only one in our class who has yet to join one, so…” Mumbled Kuu, his stance faltering under my glare. “I see. How do I join a club?” I replied curtly. “Ahh, you have to go to the hall where the clubs are showcasing their stuff for you to see…” Kuu replied, relieved that I didn’t snap at him. So this means that there’s a lot of people who hasn’t join a club? THEN WHATS THE POINT OF MAKING IT COMPULSORY, YOU CHINKS? I scowled at everybody. Naturally, they shrank back. Because of my scowls, I seem to look very scary. Only Rin and June dare to approach me. They’re my true friends. Friends that treat you well no matter who or what you are. Salute to you, ladies! After 9th period, I left with my bag and went to the hall for the stupid club thing. Looking around at the students, it seemed as though two thirds of the entire school had not join a single club. Now, the club I’m particularly interested in is the Kendo club. Still, it only accepts boys. I took a look around. Since I couldn’t join the Kendo club, I decided to join a club which had the least amount of members. Ahhh, then I could be a shadow member! Huh, looks like everyone is interested in sports and music. Lets see. I spotted the Literature club. I walked over it. A girl was there sitting down and reading a book. Feeling curious, I decided to approach her. “Hi. How many members does this club have?” I asked. “Only four,” She replied. “Need one more member. Join.” Feeling amused, I decided to join the Literature Club. “You may come any time you wish. Club room is at the Second Floor, beside the Library,” the girl silently said. Chuckling silently, I would never think that joining that club as a shadow member would be so convenient! Feeling relaxed with no pressures at all, I headed home. On Friday, 11 June 2010 at 15:37 So! Today is the 10th day of the June holidays. This means 18 more days till the holidays end. How awful. Anyway, my reason for writing such crap on my computer is simply because I like it. Okay enough shit. These few days have been like CRAP you know? I’ve just been slacking off all day and worse still, my mother and grandmother have left for their holidays in So, these few days I’ve been cooping up in my room doing absolutely nothing other than play games and MSN or facebook. Since my grandmother and mother aren’t at home, its been really quiet. When I say quiet, which means there’s less than 10 decibels of noise in my house, excluding the noises that comes out from the fucking karaoke family! They karaoke EVERY SINGLE DAY! Damn! Ugh, as I write now some idiot girl is singing! Golly! My singing is better than THEIRS I am proud to say. I spent 3 days ago on the 6th of June singing… The song I’m singing is of course, in Japanese. You all don’t expect me to sing Jay Chou’s songs, now do you? Its difficult to sing his songs… Far too fast. This Japanese song makes me BREATHLESS. I wonder how the girl singing can sing so damn high and can stay for what, 10 secs of pure singing high. I mean, I can do it, but I’ll keep breathing like this: Sho wo sutezu soto ni deyou * gasp *Hinekureta watashi no mama * GAAAAASP *Aitsu no mane dekinai kara * Super-gasp*Hinikuya no watashi no mama de* Gives up completely *Madousho torikaeshi ni * Tries again *Mahou no mori itte miyou ka * Gasp *Hon to issho ni aruite ikou * Manages well *Watashi rashii mama de kawatte ikou… Anyways, if you want to hear the song, its called ‘ Unlocked Girl ‘. Its pretty decent I guess, but if you’re not a Japanese fan please do not hear it or search for it for whatsoever. I don’t think it’ll sit well with your ears… Since I’m just simply slacking at home, there is absolutely no reason for me to eat 3 meals. When my father and brother aren’t at home I’ll just eat one meal, or eat snacks in between. When I wake up in the morning, that’s when I’m the hungriest. Hmm, I saw a Calico cat recently. Have you heard of a calico cat? A very famous calico cat would be a stationmaster in Recently I’m talking about Okay. So next up in my little essay about crappy stuff, we have… Facebook. Recently, I go onto facebook and I see people saying this: If you wanna watch anime don’t click on the ones with Ecchi on it. Gosh. Is the Not that I’m saying I hate them saying that, I enjoy it! Especially when they’re talking about kaichou wa maid-sama anime… And in facebook I see my good friend saying he watches it! And next, my OTHER friend, he watches all sort of anime and is a fan of Vocaloid! Allow me to explain. Vocaloid is a music synthesizing machine. Actually my brother downloaded it onto the com, but… We didn’t know how to operate it. That’s sad huh? I’ve been going crazy about Peter Chao. This guy, he really rocks! Actually I wouldn’t have heard of him until Tok Xie Ying told me about it and gave me a link to watch one of his videos. Its about… Hehe, secret. You wanna know? Ask Tok. Ever since that video I’ve watched many many videos. Rather funny! I’d rate it 5 stars out of 5 in my personal record. OH! I have a confession to make everyone! Actually, yesterday I slept REALLY WELL!! Hehe =) But the most fantastic thing was that I had a nightmare :( I dreamt that I was in that particular school I went to the 10h year of my life. I went there for my GB camp that year. Anyway, I dreamt that I was in that school in my school uniform and there were Ah-Lians you know? They came up to me and pretended to be nice but when I accepted their ‘ gifts ‘ or ‘ friendliness ‘ they snapped and got their gang to finish me off! I think I must have used the information I gathered about real-life gangs from that girl I met during the Humanities Camp. What else? I ran away. Suddenly the dream changed into a beautiful fairy tale! A handsome prince saved me x333333333333 Hehe… Of course, I fell in love with that prince x3 Hehee. I wish that people in real-life would be like that, however, their first 7 years of their lives make up their character you know? Heh, but I think it’s a pretty different thing for me. My first seven years of my life was spent like a semi-retard actually. Don’t get me wrong I am NOT a retard, I’m just saying I was a semi-retard J Just kidding. Anyway I spent my time doing absolutely nothing, gabbling all the time, was the very-shy girl, wore dresses all the time! The worst thing was, my learning capabilities were very very slow. Lets see. In the fourth year of my life, my kindergarten class had to learn how to use the computer. As usual, I didn’t know how to do it. By the time I had learnt how to use the computer my friends had no need for the teachers to guide them! =( Oh! And I remember that when I was having my I also remember a time when I arrived late and my friends had to do a change-the-tense worksheet. I did it in one minute! Know what I wrote? I wrote: 1: Butterflies ( Correct ) 2: Wantlies ( WRONG. Every single word, at the back, I wrote a ‘ lies ‘ simply because butterflies had LIES at the back. Hehe, I guess I might be able to write a biography about my life now huh? Good bye. Wonder when is my next biography? On Thursday, 10 June 2010 at 16:27 Hi everyone! As you all know, I love peter chao now! He has a fantastic video! Its about a guy who take a shit and rub it on a building! Anyway, I can't post the video here cuz the way peter chao talks is very very hong kong-like. So I'm just gonna write what he says! Here goes nothing... Hello! Peter Chao here. I just read on the news today, uh, somebody, a white man, from Iowa, He shit on his hand, and then he RUB IT ON A BUILDING. Thats pretty cool..... NOT! This white man is being fined between 65 dollar and 650 dollar. When he come out of his " thirty day in jail " , I know, I know his friend, he will ask him. ' So what did you do, you badass muda f**ker, did you kill somebody, did you rape a little girl, did you rob a bank, what did you do? ' ' No nononono, I... I take a shit in my hand, rub it on a building. ' ' You take a shit, rub it on a building?! ' ' Yes yes, uh take a shit, rub it on a building. ' ' Take a shit?! ' * Incredulous tone * ' Yes ' ' Rub it on a building? ' ' Rub it on a building. ' ' You take a shit? ' ' Rub it on a building ' ' I thought you were a badass, but you're just a gross mudaf**ker , so thats okay, thats okay. Do you mind if we are not friend anymore? ' ' I thought maybe tomorrow you and me could go up to the other building, right across? Yeah. Rub summore shit on that building, what d'you say? ' ' No... No... No. Uh, I think thats a one-man job. ' Peter Chao: So, take a shit rub on building, bring me to the word of the day. Aww See, which means take a shit. Aww Hui, which means I Go. Aww see, which mean take a shit. I go take shit. Aww hui, aww see. Don't complain there's no word of the day, now there's word of the day. Maybe if you're in grade school you raise your hand, teacher go ' what ' and you go " Aww hui aww see ' Anyway not much else, I just want to make a quick quick video about taking a shit and rubbing on the building. Thats not cool, don't do that. Instead, f**k your mudabitch. Chao outside, mudaf**ker. The link is ... On Wednesday, 9 June 2010 at 15:33 Hi everyone gracelin here!!! Anyway, today ( 1 minute ago at 6.18 pm ) I WAS DAMM PISSED OFF MAN!! This BITCH mudafucker dare to come make me dulan ( angry )!! Simi? You fail la. My net connection sux then keep dc, your prob issit? Or what, I come hillgrove find you ah? I scared of you like that! I one girl show can smack your mudafucking bitch clique okay! Or what? Get yh come? She taller means she pro ah? Bitch coward -_-" Seriously regret joining her clique in p6!! URGGH Those svps you guys might know her -_-" I know where you live hor. 1 floor above my tutor house. I COME SPLASH PAINT LA MUDA BITCH! Ccb, I just now singing now no mood sing liao. Wa sibei dulan sia, nabei. Sorry people todays post is very vulgar :( On Sunday, 6 June 2010 at 18:18 HI PEOPLE!!!!!!!! Okay okay. Today was SUUUUPER suay ( unlucky )... Today was the rod as you may know, and yesterday I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep! So in the end today I woke up at 7.15 am!!! I was so flustered, I forgot to bring my flute and my file... I went to the bus stop, then after 10 minutes of waiting, my brain picked up something important. I FORGOT MY FLUTE!! That time my brain didn't realise that I didn't bring my file also... :(:( So had to run back home get my flute... and run back to the bus stop. Actually wanted to take a cab to sch, but ALL THE CABS DON'T WANT!! WTF... AIIIYOOOO... Anyway, by the time I reached school it was around 8 ... I entered the hall then ar then arrrr!! People started chortling and looking at me! SPOTLIGHT MANZXZXZ ... :( Soooo... did NE and EFFS1. Screwed up >< And I was very very nervous today! :) Hoho then people kept asking me why I so nervous... Kay. During rod, we played the songs... Bla bla bla. BTW BTW BTW!!
I CAN PLAY TWINKLE LITTLE STAR ON THE VIOLIN! :) I am a genius manzxzxz! Kay, after that mei qi eileen huini found a house sparrow! Rosalyn helped them catch it. Mr.yeo go see it and the bird tried to scraaaaatch him :) :) In the end we 4 go buy cage and food. ALL I PAY :) 7 dollars ... You guys think I'm a cheapo right?!! But if its something for animals I will help out one... :D Kay. Tough trying to get the bird out of the shoe box and into the cage. In the end I went to eileen's house. Played monopoly with her! Seems like the sister can play piano and violin... VIOLIN! VIOLIN! I X3 VIOLIN. Kay bye. On Saturday, 5 June 2010 at 20:14 Hi peeps. Boring day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, Zarifah is saying that I am an anime fan!!! Heeeheeeeee used to be, quitted long time ago... Okay, not so much as quit, more like watching very little anime. Anyway I'm just reading Suzumiya Haruhi's novel... I'm at the 2nd last one. The last one hasn't been translated, but its out since april this year! Wow, after a three year hiatus, the novels finally came back :) Thats all bye. On Thursday, 3 June 2010 at 21:46 HEY HEY HEY!!! 3 days since I blogged huh? Well, I went for my humanities campie! Fufufu... Fun!!!!!!!!!! Met some people from guang yang secondary, yu ying secondary, and raffles institution! Now you might think the guys from RI are people who study alot, BUT THEY'RE THE OPPOSITES! There's this guy called ' jue fei ' ( something like that ) who keeps cracking lame jokes and singing songs... :) And another guy who's called daniel, and he's really helpful! And another guy called ' long ky ' who's the leader of their little gang. During the camp daniel joined the yuying and dunearn gang while the other 2 joined the guang yang gang. Okay, first day... Heeheeee. On the bus, we were LATE. :( The bus driver drive wrongly. In the end we arrived, they had briefing already and were going to break. While they break, we go dorm to set up our stuff. Go for break, and was lost cuz we didn't know where our group was at. In the end they took group pictures without dunearn! So sad. When we arrived however we were in time for the breaking ice game. I was the last person to get caught so I was forced to jump around and say ' I'm a cute rabbit! ' Aiyo so embarrassing. ^^ Er. No idea what happen next. But we got go museum, labrador park, fort canning, red hill for our trip. ^^ Loved it all. Third day when we went go red hill, a senior SENIOR SENIOR teacher tagged along. Turns out that she's actually 59 and not 40! :) She really dosen't look 59 you know. Anyway, she wanted to treat us to drinks at the nearby coffee shop. And for some reason one of us ( I think is me ) asked her whats her age. " guess, " she chuckled. " 40? " I guessed. " 50! " Clara said. The teacher chuckles with a wide smile and said to me, " 40? Haha, I don't mind treating you more than a cup of drink! " During our drinks we did our worksheet, and I asked her a question. Me: Eh, you teach at bt merah sec? Teacher ( T ) : Ah no, I work at the MOE HQ. Me: Eh! Really? What do you do? T: Well, at first I was a teacher. I was a teacher for 30 odd years ( wow ) and after that I became vice principal of a school. At the end of two years, I decided to stop being a vice principal and I went on to become a teacher master, where I trained teachers in the humanities area to be innovative, creative, all that. We brought them out for field trips where they learnt many things, but we decided to bring students along. The teachers learn, the students learn too. While walking... Me: You know, I want a job that allows me to travel. T: Well, you would have to work under the international business area, and then you have to strategise and join a international business corporation. When they have a new branch overseas, you could go. Best you take A math instead of POA, as in poly, POA is not a compulsory subject, while English and Math is. Thanks teacher, you really helped. Personally, I think that she's an asset to MOE. I think I might have found my new goal in life! Time to work hard in studies! Bye! On Wednesday, 2 June 2010 at 17:01 |
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