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I really hate this life. Why is it that my parents and grand mother are such sexists? They expect me to be at their beck and call, like a little dog. When I go teenage, I have to beg my parents. When I go cosfest, I was forced to go with my brother. When I go friends’ house, beg. When I go china town, beg. Go city hall, beg. Buy jumpsuit, beg. Cosplay, beg. WTF.

WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO, I HAVE TO BEG?! I REALLY REALLY HATE MY PARENTS. Now I can’t even go for a simple sleepover? WHY?! WHERE’S THE REASON?!

When I asked why I can’t go but my brother could go, my grandmother replied scathingly, “ BECAUSE YOU ARE A GIRL! “ WHAT?!

BECAUSE I AM A GIRL, I CAN’T SLEEPOVER AT PEOPLES’ HOUSE? WHERE IS THE LOGIC? HUH?! YOU TELL ME THAT, BITCH.

Today I accidentally missed my tuition. I didn’t even look at the date today la, pls. I didn’t know until the teacher called la! Nabei, still blame me? Today I go work, but parents think I go friend house play? YOU CCB LA.

Then you guys so annoying? HOW DARE YOU CHANGE MY TUITION DATE TO SATURDAY WHEN I HAVE AFA?! YOU EVEN IGNORED WHAT I HAD TO SAY?! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH COURAGE IT TAKES FOR ME TO SAY OUT WHAT I FEEL? AFA IS THE BIGGEST EVENT IN MY CURRENT 14 YEARS. YOU KNOW HOW I HAVE BEEING LIVING SINCE SEC1?!

YOU ALWAYS TELL ME TO GO HOME EARLY. I DO, OKAY. That is, I USED TO. I DIDN’T HAVE A LIFE BACK THEN; I WAS LIVING FOR YOU! The moment school ended I immediately rushed home, you know?!

NOW THAT I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING THAT I CAN LIVE FOR, YOU TRY TO BREAK IT?!

WHY WON’T YOU UNDERSTAND??!!

I’ll tell ya something. You guys don’t mean a single shit to me now =.=”

Since when have you ever shown any care for me? Have you ever hugged me or said you loved me when I was a child?! NO! I DON’T HAVE A SINGLE MEMORY OF YOU GIVING ME ANY AFFECTION, AND NOW AFTER NEARLY 10YEARS YOU TRY TO MAKE IT UP TO ME BY SAYING “I am doing this cuz’ I love you”?!

Like hell I will believe you!

From now on, I’m going to stand up for myself. The moment I become of age and complete my O’s, I’m going to ignore your silly comments. I’M GOING TO DO WHAT I WANT AND NO ONE IS GONNA STOP ME.

Cosplay, going out, whatever. Don’t YOU come into my life and mess it up anymore! Right now you’re just a stepping stone to my independence day.

And I’m really pissed off at my bro, too. When my parents wanted to force me to go for tuition on sat, my bro actually stood on my parents’ side! I thought that because our ages were so similar; he would step up and help me a little. BUT NO, HE DIDN’T.

HE’S JUST ANOTHER LAPDOG TO MY PARENTS, I KNOW IT.

I’m never going to trust him EVER AGAIN.

I wanna get out of this hell hole, quick. Make me grow up as fast as possible…

On Thursday, 11 November 2010 at 22:43

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My True Feelings (Maybe)

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Bienvenue Layout: Heh. Anime~ Best viewed: Using INTERNET LA! LOL Screen: 1280X800 Muthus And Putris Rock~	I really hate this life. Why is it that my parents and grand mother are such sexists? They expect me to be at their beck and call, like a little dog. When I go teenage, I have to beg my parents. When I go cosfest, I was forced to go with my brother. When I go friends’ house, beg. When I go china town, beg. Go city hall, beg. Buy jumpsuit, beg. Cosplay, beg. WTF. WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO, I HAVE TO BEG?! I REALLY REALLY HATE MY PARENTS. Now I can’t even go for a simple sleepover? WHY?! WHERE’S THE REASON?! When I asked why I can’t go but my brother could go, my grandmother replied scathingly, “ BECAUSE YOU ARE A GIRL! “ WHAT?! BECAUSE I AM A GIRL, I CAN’T SLEEPOVER AT PEOPLES’ HOUSE? WHERE IS THE LOGIC? HUH?! YOU TELL ME THAT, BITCH. Today I accidentally missed my tuition. I didn’t even look at the date today la, pls. I didn’t know until the teacher called la! Nabei, still blame me? Today I go work, but parents think I go friend house play? YOU CCB LA. Then you guys so annoying? HOW DARE YOU CHANGE MY TUITION DATE TO SATURDAY WHEN I HAVE AFA?! YOU EVEN IGNORED WHAT I HAD TO SAY?! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH COURAGE IT TAKES FOR ME TO SAY OUT WHAT I FEEL? AFA IS THE BIGGEST EVENT IN MY CURRENT 14 YEARS. YOU KNOW HOW I HAVE BEEING LIVING SINCE SEC1?! YOU ALWAYS TELL ME TO GO HOME EARLY. I DO, OKAY. That is, I USED TO. I DIDN’T HAVE A LIFE BACK THEN; I WAS LIVING FOR YOU! The moment school ended I immediately rushed home, you know?! NOW THAT I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING THAT I CAN LIVE FOR, YOU TRY TO BREAK IT?! WHY WON’T YOU UNDERSTAND??!! I’ll tell ya something. You guys don’t mean a single shit to me now =.=” Since when have you ever shown any care for me? Have you ever hugged me or said you loved me when I was a child?! NO! I DON’T HAVE A SINGLE MEMORY OF YOU GIVING ME ANY AFFECTION, AND NOW AFTER NEARLY 10YEARS YOU TRY TO MAKE IT UP TO ME BY SAYING “I am doing this cuz’ I love you”?! Like hell I will believe you! From now on, I’m going to stand up for myself. The moment I become of age and complete my O’s, I’m going to ignore your silly comments. *I’M GOING TO DO WHAT I WANT AND NO ONE IS GONNA STOP ME.* Cosplay, going out, whatever. Don’t YOU come into my life and mess it up anymore! Right now you’re just a stepping stone to my independence day. And I’m really pissed off at my bro, too. When my parents wanted to force me to go for tuition on sat, my bro actually stood on my parents’ side! I thought that because our ages were so similar; he would step up and help me a little. BUT NO, HE DIDN’T. HE’S JUST ANOTHER LAPDOG TO MY PARENTS, I KNOW IT. I’m never going to trust him EVER AGAIN. I wanna get out of this hell hole, quick. Make me grow up as fast as possible… On Thursday, 11 November 2010 at 22:43	About me Um. Name: Gracelin Neko Butler Age: 14+ CCA: Military Band I LOVE FLUTES VERY MUCH! X3 I also love anime and cosplay! I ALSO LOVE MY SCHOOL! Etto, the girl from school deserves a smacking Kufufu. Last thing, I love my ah gua. Ti amo!	My Ah Guas Hibari Rokudo Tsuna Colonello Kyoko Yamamoto Gokudera Reborn Haru Ryohei Chrome Lambo I-Pin Lal Viper Squalo Skull Xanxus Ciel Phanthomhive Sebastian Michaelis	Shout out	By title By month December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 May 2011 September 2011
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